I remember almost 3 years ago around the time when I graduated from high school, I wrote a blog post (on my old blog) and made a little tribute page to some of my high school friends, and at the time, I had expressed my belief that some friendships don’t make it past high school and I believed that that was true between some of my closest friends and I. I remember that at the time my friends told me I was being pessimistic and that everything would be fine, and told me not to worry so much about it, cause it wouldn’t happen between us. Yet here I am, almost 3 years later and well, of the 4 friends that I cherished in high school, I no longer talk to one of them, the friendship is so far gone that I don’t think it’ll ever be recoverable; one of them I rarely talk to these days, and when we do talk, it seems very odd and totally unfamiliar. The other two friends have stuck by me through the ups and downs I’ve faced after high school and the fact that I’m still close friends with them is a surprise to me altogether…
Sometimes it seems as though I do think in a far too pessimistic way, but with 2/4 friendships failed it’s hard for me not to be as pessimistic as I sometimes am, but I do cherish what I have now and I do hope that these two friends will be there for me when I need them…